It’s nothing new Buddy, you were there before. You know Who were with you. He never left you. He never will. Have faith. Trust in Him. You probably know the answer but you’re making it difficult with that stubborn spirit. Give it to the Lord, lift it all up to Him. Stay connected my Friend. Jesus loves you big time.
When I am afraid, I put my trust in You. In God, whose word in praise, in God I trust, I shall not be afraid. What can flesh do to me. Psalm 56:3-4